Another

Here's another unfinished thought. I don't feel like completing it.


I am a girl. A girl, trying to understand things that seem far beyond her reach of comprehension.
I have been given the realization that my situation is not unique. It is, in fact, a situation of little importance compared to what less fortunate, yet better deserving, humans are presented with.
Which brings me to a large portion of my situation to begin with.
Why do I care so much?
What brings me to this point?

Forgotten Draft

So, I was looking through my blog & I realized I had written this (I don't really remember doing so), and I decided I might as well post it, seeing as it's got nothing better to do.
(btw, it's two different poems)

I once made a bracelet
It was colorful and bright
It got old and faded
On my wrist it's too tight.



One day I found myself hit by a freight train
And the headlight seemed to have blinded me
I wondered around confused where to go
And I gathered with the masses
But to no avail, because I left myself at the trainwreck
I'm going back to find it
And home

Glowing Monkeys in Japan

Today is May 28th, 2009.

After today, I will never be able to say that again. I'll be able to look back and remember this day, but what will I remember?

..Is there anything worth remembering about today?
Not for me.
For me, today is the empty pasture blending into the barren sky. Today is the movement of the second hand running around aimlessly in circles. Today is the person you walked by today that you didn't even see, and never will for the rest of your life. Today is a progression of the crevasses soon to be carved into my youth and the silver threads to be sewn into the walls of my upstairs.
But, that's just me.
This day will be chiseled into minds.
"Today is the day ...

I married the love of my life."

I gave birth to my wonderful child."

I finally filed for a divorce."

I was told my toddler isn't going to make it."


Today will grant an epiphany, today will damage a brain.
It will will wreck a car, and grow a flower.
Today is memorable, forgettable.
Powerful, weak.
Present
past.

It's finally time, time for our victory match
Assembled to be, just one left turn
The matchbox tires spin out on the welcome mat
And firemen are tired men, who can't put out the rug burn

You should listen to A Penny Loafer Saved Is a Penny Loafer Earned by Relient K. That song makes me happy.

Anyway

I don't know.. I'm feeling a little alone right now. I'm not really sure why.... I'm just a little down right now =[

I want to go somewhere else. Really far away.

Hm.

Kind of weird,















My birthday's tomorrow.

Happy birthday Emily.



Well, there's nothing left to say.

Run through it

Jump over it

Fly over it

Consume it

but

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can not

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days keep flying by

they're snails as I live through them

how come snails sprout wings?